tired tired tired tired tired and very tired.
*sulks
*pouts

-.-
i need slp.

and i want to eat chocolate.

dere's school tmr.

my window isnt close.

my eyes are tired.

and i dont wanna subscribe d NewsWeekly

and ma shoulders are sour.

oh man.
and i making any sense?

//and d world's transparent cas i can only see you.

ok.
i've been really disoriented these few days.
kept doing clumsy stuff.

1) spilt latte all o'er d canteen table.
2) spilt latte on MYSELF.
3) dropped all ma coins for d bus ride just before i board d bus.
4) tripped o'er some stupid plastic bags a woman left on d floor.

bahhh..
and how stupid can i get?
man..
i really needa get a grip.

anyway,
did a few name-generator tests online.
was damn fun.
cracked me up a lil thou..
hor betty?
LOL

heh.
alryts..

i'm being nice eh?
here are d links to d name generators.
hope you guys will have fun.
=))


+ your US name (i swear dis is fun pls.)
+ your BITCH name
+ ur HIPHOP name (dis is coooooool.)
+ ur VAMPIRE name
+ ur ABNN name. (LOL)
+ ur HAWAII name
+ ok. d REAL ABNN name dis time.
+ ur JAP name. (ok. i swear dis is real fun.)
+ ur POKEMON name. (LOLLLLL)
+ ur DJ name
+ ur XMEN name. (high tech sial)

okie okie..
dats all.
shall go grab some slp now..
-boinks out//

//this urge to commit to you.

:::::::::: stace invades ::::::::::

heh.
hey dahhh-ling!
decided to invade your blog before i go to school.

yup.
can't wait to see you later!

i love you!
mwahhs!

::::::::: end of invasion ::::::::::

make it right again//

read ur blog.
and i HAD to blog.
i HAD to let these feelings out.
somehow.
or else,
i think i'll die.

come on.
tell me.
wassup with d entries?

wassup with dis?
"sometimes i don't know what i'm gonna do without you."
to UR SWEETHEART.

and wassup with dese,
"gosh.
and you thought i was stupid?

hell no.
i see your true colours right through.

quit lying.
or you'll be sorry for this."
for me.

so tell me.
what am i?

and yeah you are right.
things arent right anymore.
maybe we do need some time apart.
ur paranoia is killing me.

//it used to be d reason i breathe, and now its choking me.

Sexy - Shawn Desman


She was unlike anything I've ever seen.
Body so phat so I said "I got to be that one man leaving tonight with your hand in mine".
Oh whats your name, push up on me, do your thang.
I love that you have no shame,
So sexy I feel your game.

[CHORUS]
(Noo) Your so sexy girl
What does it take to get close to you ?
Girl I'm loving the things that you do
So come do it to me (Whoooa)
Your so sexy girl
What does it take to get close to you ?
Girl I'm loving the things that you do
So come do it to me (Whoooa)

[BRIDGE]
(Baby tell me can we play this game)
I wanna know it's about to go down
Cause your body looks like Honey.
(I'm feelin you, your feelin me the same)
And I wanna come and kiss you more
Cause your lips look good like Honey.
(Baby girl I don't play games to loose)
I wanna know it's about to go down
Cause your body looks like Honey.
(Anything you want I'll do to you)
And I wanna come and kiss you more
Cause your lips look good like Honey.

Darkchild (ohh) we gon make it hot
All my people the floor (ooh) we gon make it hot. (woo)
Shawn Desman (ohh) we gon make it hot
We gon keep this thing moving (ooh) like it just dont stop. (woo)

[VERSE 2]
Now shes acting like she is all that
And I said, "What you got" the fact that she said
"You know I'm stacked" then I said
"No disrepect but girl you've got more than a little bit"
Then she said "Can you notice?"
Then I said, "girl don't start it".
Then she said "If I do then I'll finish".


[CHORUS]


(Noo) Your so sexy girl
What does it take to get close to you ?
Girl I'm loving the things that you do
So come do it to me (Whoooa)
Your so sexy girl
What does it take to get close to you ?
Girl I'm loving the things that you do
So come do it to me (Whoooa)

[BRIDGE]
(Baby tell me can we play this game)
I wanna know it's about to go down
Cause your body looks like Honey.
(I'm feelin you, your feelin me the same)
And I wanna come and kiss you more
Cause your lips look good like Honey.
(Baby girl I don't play games to loose)
I wanna know it's about to go down
Cause your body looks like Honey.
(Anything you want I'll do to you- yeheeahh)
And I wanna come and kiss you more
Cause your lips look good like Honey.

Baby girl I'm feeling you
Do to me what you want to do.
The way you play, make me wanna say
Hey Hey Hey Hey Hey Hey Hey Hey.
Theres no way for me to explain
How I got caught up in your game.
In my time and your body's sayin
Hey Hey Hey Hey Hey Hey Hey Hey.

[PLUS ADLIBS]
[BRIDGE]
(Baby tell me can we play this game)
I wanna know it's about to go down
Cause your body looks like Honey.
(I'm feelin you, your feelin me the same)
And I wanna come and kiss you more
Cause your lips look good like Honey.
(Baby girl I don't play games to loose)
I wanna know it's about to go down
Cause your body looks like Honey.
(Anything you want I'll do to you)
And I wanna come and kiss you more
Cause your lips look good like Honey.

This I Promise You - N'sync

When the visions around you
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surrounds you
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength
I'll give you hope
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call
When standing here all alone

And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Until the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow
Forever has now begun

Just close your eyes each loving day
And know this feeling won't go away
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

Over and over I thought
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all

And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Until the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

Just close your eyes each loving day
And know this feeling won't go away
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh I promise you

itchy legs itchy feey itchy hands itchy face itchy everywhere

hmmms.
have not been bloggin lately.
didnt have d mood too.
and dat applies for today as well.
i'm just dropping in to type a few pieces of crap so dat my blog wont be so dead.

and yes.
kayson hates mosquitos.
i'll become a scientist and invent a way dat will kill all d mosq in d whole world.
or maybe.
all d mosq in ma house will do.
either one.
*nodds

aaahhh.
got a bbq tmr.
wheeeeeeee~
bye bye diet plans.

//i cant really explain it. i'm so into you now.

heh.
check dat out
*points up*

how silly ma baby is.
hahas.
space shuttles and trishaws?
gawd.

and pls pls pls tk good care of yore-ee okies?
i'm sure she will be just fine with mummy.
*smiles*

and i had a great time with you too baby.
cept for those idertts and spotlights.
bud no worries.
will get u a new one soon.
huggggiess.

//look at how you shine.

:::: the queen invades ::::

heh.
space shuttle's currently under servicing
so can i just arrive in style with a trishaw?
-grins-

boo dahhh-ling!
i am so bored now that i have decided to invade your blog again.

okay.
ignore me please.
i think i am mad.

yay!
i'm so glad i got to spend the day with you yesterday,
and not forgetting the little surprise you gave me with yore-ee!

you silly thing.
you always never fail to put a big big smile on my face!

i think the little prayer you said for me just now
really worked coz my tummy isn't pain anymore!
just look at the miracles you bring into my life.
i really really love you okay!

right.
and dirrrrty dancing on the bar top of monks
sure was such pure excitement for me!

i think you're hot dahhh-ling.
i know you did your thing!
-beams-

you really made me smile today.
bring in the rain but you're still my sunshine!

check this out.
it simply makes me melt!

_queen is away: i simply adore you.
_king is away: and i simply love you.

yipeeeeeee!
ma king rocks!
mwahhhs!

*the queen zooms off in her trishaw to mars.

:::: end of invasion ::::

i'm sick and tired.
i have alot on ma mind rite now,
and yet i don't know where to start.

have been keeping lotsa feelings inside me.
i needa let em out somehow.
their crying for attention and its reali tearing me apart from inside.

i needa break.

//gimmie some kitkat will ya?

and i think,
i seriously need a talk with you.
will find some time to,
aft ur project-peroid's over.

Just a lil bit more love. Just a lil bit more passion.


ok.
i've been pretty lerthargic these few days.
thgs just aint going right for me.
quarrelled with her again.
she said,
"i don't feel like we're togther at all".

ok.
that hurts.
it really does.
i could have just burst out crying right in front of my computer.

but i didnt.
managed to swallow ma tears back in.

it has been pweety cold this few days heh.
cold wind..
cold rain..
cold words.

peeps out dere.
tk care heh.
dont catcha cold.

its gonna be a tiring day today.
am monking.
gonna see alot of buddies.
i shud be happy.
i am smiling.

and i cant wait to surprise her with yore-ee later on.
i really hope she likes it eh.

har wells,
i'm still feeling lerthargic.
hurs.
i can practically stone.
alrytie.
i'm outta here.
imma find sth nicer to do den stoning.
maybe count ma hair or sth.
dats wad qiaoy does.
hahs.

//this should end the way it began.

OoOoOoOoOoOoOh wEeEeEe**


hahas.
daddy made yore-ee sth nice and sweet.
and it has got her name on it.
its reali somethg personal.
and no one gets to use it cept ma baby yore-ee.

i think daddy's reali reali psycho.
daddy talks to a soft toy dats cute and adorable.
oh wells.
at least i'm not d only one who does dat.
hars.

//My Love Is All I've To Give**

ok. this song is soooo meaningful.
so i decided to post it once again.
so u could read it.
and i hope it can convey my feelings to you.
iloveyou**



You Don't Miss Your Water - Craig David

As I sail with you across the finest oceans
On a way to find the key to our emotions
Together we will move the clouds to brighter days
Some people question what I say
Tried to break up you and me
But I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever from wherever
Just remember that
I'll be there
Through all the stormy weather
Us break up never
No we'll be together
Forever

Chorus:
You don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry
But I believe so strongly in you and I
Can somebody answer me the question why
You don't miss your water til the well runs dry

As I close my eyes
Sit back while reminiscing
Of when we used to fuss and fight but end up kissing
There may be sad and pain for time so long to wait
But in my heart you'll always be everything and more to me
For I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever from wherever
Just remember that
I'll be there
Through all the stormy weather
Us break up never
No we'll be together
Forever

Chorus

For you are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
Girl you know that you
You are always
You are always on my mind
You are always forever

Chorus

You don't miss your water girl no
But I believe so strongly in you and I yeah
Can somebody answer me the question why
Cause you don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry yeah listen
If you ever get the feeling
You wanna play around starting cheating, remember
You don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry

yes. no matter what happens, i'll love you. all the same.


yes yes yes.
she demands some recognition here.
complain and complain dat i didnt blog for her.
*grumbles mumbles*

lately,
i realise that i've been waking up at as early as 5am,
to see ma sister preparing to go to school.
i don't know why.
its hard to get to slp nowadays.
prolly its becas i miss you too much.

yes.
its you.
the one i love.
and the one who loves me.

i admit its silly.
you know,
the way we used to quarrel den make up again.
den quarrel. den make up.
and this vicious cycle continues.
bud i'm glad dat we alwaes end up making up,
and i go to bed with a smile on ma face.

no words can explain how much you mean to me.
you've been so much a part of my life now,
i love you.
and nthg's gonna take dat away.

//you're ma love, ma oxygen, ma life. oh, what will i be without you.

You! Think whatever you want. For i'm done with you. Now get lost.

heee!
awwww.
ma baby's sucha sweeetie.
and i love her to bits!
muahs!

hehs.
did a blog of ours.
finally.
i've been wanting it for like 63425234123yrs.
=PpP~

and see!
*points down*
dats ma baby ok.
oh.. aint she cute?
she has a space shuttle.
LOL.
and i hv a space ship pls.
hars!

acks.
i'm kinda like tired now.
i shall slp early today.

looking forward to da date tmr.
i cant wait pls.
*pouts*

//what am i without you?

:::: the queen invades ::::

boo dahhh-ling!
-lands in a space shuttle-

heh.
since you invaded my blog,
i shall invade yours too!
-smirks-

oh well.
been in a super sucky mood today coz of all
the stress i am facing, the huge pile of projects
i gotta do, as well as the stupid heavy rain!

mmm.
but i'm really thankful that you're there for me
to cheer me up and make me feel better about things.

i wonder what i'll ever do without you.
you just mean so much to me you know that?
-messes your hair-

okay.
and i think i better get started on my projects already!

i love you!
mwahhs!

*the queen shakes her bootylicious ass and hops on the space shuttle!

:::: end of invasion ::::

and my heart bleeds like there's no tomorrow.

blardi.
one whole full long post gone.
now i totally lost da mood to write again.

anw,
i was saying.
pardon me baby,
if i get too uptight on you.
i apologise in advance.
its not dat i dont trust you.
you know i do.
with ma life.

you will make me feel assured again wont you?
i know you will.
and i love you baby.
hugggs**

cant wait for da bugis date tmr.
imma make it right again.

//you are ma sunshine after rain.

i had a dream. i was sucking a pacifier.



You Don't Miss Your Water - Craig David

As I sail with you across the finest oceans
On a way to find the key to our emotions
Together we will move the clouds to brighter days
Some people question what I say
Tried to break up you and me
But I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever from wherever
Just remember that
I'll be there
Through all the stormy weather
Us break up never
No we'll be together
Forever

Chorus:
You don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry
But I believe so strongly in you and I
Can somebody answer me the question why
You don't miss your water til the well runs dry

As I close my eyes
Sit back while reminiscing
Of when we used to fuss and fight but end up kissing
There may be sad and pain for time so long to wait
But in my heart you'll always be everything and more to me
For I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever from wherever
Just remember that
I'll be there
Through all the stormy weather
Us break up never
No we'll be together
Forever

Chorus

For you are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
Girl you know that you
You are always
You are always on my mind
You are always forever

Chorus

You don't miss your water girl no
But I believe so strongly in you and I yeah
Can somebody answer me the question why
Cause you don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry yeah listen
If you ever get the feeling
You wanna play around starting cheating, remember
You don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry

i aint perfect. nobody walking this earth's surface is.


heh heh heh.
i found out d problem oreadi.
see!
no more repeating entries.
i swear i'm a genius.

i just bathed.
now i feel even cleaner.
=x

i'm reali happy with ma blog now.
wont change it for quite a moment.
*smirks*

//am i perfect in your eyes?

ok.
ma entries are repeating demselves and i dont know why.
nvm.
you guys bear with it ok?
i'm lazy to find out whats wrong either.

anw,
its white now.
i feel clean.
hars.

insects insects go away. come again, like 100yrs later.


wahhh.
do html can kill me pls.
i swear i'm not gg change ma template anymore.
(unless i've da mood)

and i admit iam bug attracter.
and i dont like dis at all.
imma cry soon man.
go away stupid bugs.

now i know,
who reali cares,
and who dont.

i admit iam kiddo sumtimes.
and all i need,
is a shoulder to lean on.

i'm glad i hv you here with me.
you make me feel secured.
i love you darling.
you are ma everythg.

//you are what keeps me going on.

you can turn off the sun, bud i'm still gonna shine.

alryt~
i've got myself a new url and a new template.
i'm a happy person.
=))

//it all amounts to nthg in d end.

and some pple question my words.


ok.
i'm a even happier person now?
cos i'm satisfied with da thg u are looking at rite now.
sorrie.
i just dont fancy orange strips or pink flowers.
=X

alrytie.
leave ur comments pls.
i noe dere's sth missing in da taggy.
bud nvm la.
i'm lazy.
hee~

//as i sail with you across d finest oceans.