aheh.
i'm in the sch's library now.
using the comp.
want to how stupid pls.
there's two guys beside me trying to hack into a girl's blog.
ahhhh. guys.
despicable.
yuckkks.

lol.
til now i haven't call her leys.
didnt want to.
cos she really sound tired everytime i called her during recess.
so i decided to let her sleep more sweetly today.
and oh.
i miss her.
hope to meet her soon.
i guess its either Sat or Sun.
lets pray that kayson doesnt screw up anythg kies?
-smiles

oh wells.
i'm done typing my GP notes.
see just how hardworking i am!
*smirks.

okies dokies.
gonna bounce out now.
gotta do my chem practical.
wheeeeeeeeeeee!

oh shit.
dere's aerobics class later please!
compulsary for mee!
yucckkkks la.
must do sissy dance.
*mumbles grumbles.

anyway.
did i say i miss her?
ok i do.
*grins.

//everything means nothing, if i aint got you-*

sometimes i just wish you would be more patient with me.
just give my tantrums a lil more attention and i promise i'll recover in no time.
but that doesnt mean i wont coax you okay.
you know i will.
and i love you.
truly do.

//no matter what i do, all i think about is you

Guilty - Blue

I never want to play the games that people play
I never want to hear the things they gotta say
I've found everything I need
I never wanted anymore than I can see
I only want you to believe

CHORUS
If it's wrong to tell the truth
Then what am I supposed to do
When all I want to do is speak my mind (speak my mind)
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with all my heart's a crime

Then I'm guilty

VS2
I wanna give you all the things you never had
Don't try to tell me how he treats you isn't bad
I need you back in my life
I never wanted just to be the other guy (be the other guy)
I never wanted to live a lie

CHORUS
If it's wrong to tell the truth
What am I supposed to do
All I want to do is speak my mind (speak my mind)
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with all my heart's a crime
Then I'm guilty

BRIDGE
Girl I followed my heart
Followed the truth
Right from the start it led me to you
Please don't leave me this way
I'm guilty now all I have to say

CHORUS
If it's wrong to tell the truth
Then what am I supposed to do
When all I want to do is speak my mind (speak my mind)
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with all my hearts a crime
Then I'm guilty

OUTRO
What am I supposed to do
Then I'm guilty
All I wanna do is speak my mind
Guilty
Then I'm guilty
I'm prepared to testify
If it's wrong to do what's right then tell me about this feeling inside
If loving you with all my hearts a crime
I'm Guilty...

yes i read your blog.
inevitably it worries me.
i msged you about it.
waiting anxiously for your reply now.

i realised how much i came to appreciate the lil thgs you used to do.
i used to dislike u tugging my sleeve.
yet yesterday i found myself yearning for u to do it.

and everything.
simply everything dat you're doing makes me fall in love with you over and over again.

you have no much idea how much i am into you.
i feel guilty.
that i need someone to come and tell me how much i mean to you.

you werent really paying attention to me yesterday.
i noticed.
you kept playing with nique.
i guess,
you just didnt know how to face me.
i hope..
that is d case.

give me the strength to carry on.
show me you love me.
run away no more.
face me.
i'll show you whats eternity in love.
its simply the both of us.
grant me another chance.
i promise i'll make everythg right.
right from the start.

where is the together-for-29-centuries?

and now she questions me.
where is dis r/s leading us to.
i thot she had d answer all along.
was i wrong?

i'm crying so hard.
but she doesnt care anymore.
at least, not as much as before.

she said i gave her life direction,
she said i made everythg so clear.
are they all lies?

look,
i am just what i am.
take me as i am,
or simply leave it.

i used to think you loved me as i am.
now i'm starting to doubt.
true.
i do have an attitude.
and you have yours too.
but doesnt love overcome everythg?
if you cant accept what i am,
then i guess dis is really going no where.

its against every sense in me.
i dont wanna let go.
but tell me,
do i have a choice?

thgs will change baby.
if you want it to.

i know its hard to battle with d feelings inside you.
but we're communicating so sparsely these few days that i dont know what can i do to improve the situation.

i hate myself.
i know i cldnt do without you.
and i seriously dont like it.
how i wish i can be more independent of you.

the things you do lately,
puts me off.
the way you hang up on me.
the way you say those mean stuff.
dont you love me anymore?
how can u bear to hurt me like this.

i'm living in agony everyday.
and only you can make life better.
wont you?

i'm burying myself in work and play.
trying to distract myself from missing you.
cos everytime i do,
the tears just fall like nobody's business.
i'm lovesick.
cant u see?

i'm always ready to make up with you.
i aint a inspiring person.
i cant inspire you like how u like people to.
but i hope dis love.
our love,
can inspire you,
or rather,
us, to move on.
to make up.

i do have many plans for d both of us.
its just that i didnt let you know.
but that doesnt mean i'm a person with no fore-sight.

your indifference hurts me.
like fuck.
how i wish i matter more.
tell me, if i do.

i hope you're just confused.
but no fear,
i will bring you outta this confusion.
if,
you give me d strength to.
it takes two hands to clap.

//and i'm praying everynight that you will love me till d end of time.

Usher - Burn

I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to

What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

(CHORUS)
When the feelin aint the same and your body don't want to
But you know you gotta let it go
Cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn let it burn (gotta let it burn)

Deep down you know its best we stop
But you hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that its over you know that its true
let it burn let it burn (gotta let it burn)

Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but i want you
Cause the feelin aint the same
Find myself callin her.. your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I knew I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she aint comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back (Ooo ooo ooo ooooh)
Man i dont know what im gonna do
Without my boo (ooo)
She been gone for too long
It's been 50 11 days
Um-teen hours
Imma be burnin till you return

(Chorus)

I'm twisted cuz one side of me
is telling me that i need to move on
On the other side i
Wanna break down and cry ooooh
I'm twisted cuz one side of me
is telling me that i need to move on
on the other side i
wanna break down and cry

ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh
ooooh oooh oooh
(can ya feel it burnin?)
ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh

So many days
So many hours
I'm still burnin till u return

(chorus)

baby,
its in bloggie.

//1514``

i just want to be appreciated.
thats all i'm asking for.
i've said this many times over.
is this so hard to be achieved?


why.
why cant thgs just work out on their own.
why are thgs still this way despite my hard efforts.


i dont know.
i dont know how much longer can i hold on.
i just want to be happy, with you.
DATS ALL.
really. dats all i'm asking for.


you said you need time.
to think over thgs.
wad's dere to think about?
i thot u had d answer long ago.
now dis trust is threatened,
can we still be like before?
or will we just end up back to square one.


i worked hard for you.
dere's no way i will let go so easily.
lest you ask me to.

thru these days.
i found happiness.
i found what i've been looking for.
i found it all in you.
and you will be d one,
i love,
till d end of my life.


//14+15

its just.. me.


i woke up this morning.
feeling very weird and incompleted.
and i know exactly what made me feel that way.
nevertheless,
i still managed to get up and get to d usual routine.


all this really sucks big time.
knowing that we are over and all.
things wont be d same anymore.
not when you aint standing beside me.


what more can i say?
this outrageous sense of jealousy in me.
nthg can curb it.
cept ur words.


your words make wonders in me.
you know it.
anythg wont cure.
but just a few words from you,
wld turn d whole situation ard.


wont you say it?
wont you say you want me back?
wont you make wonders like how you always do?


zhe yi qie,
dou shi wo de cuo.
shi wo kou bu zhe yan.
shi wo shuo le bu ying gai shuo de hua.
ni hai hui ai wo ma?
ni hai hui yao wo ma?
wo hui wei ni fang qi yi qie.
zhi shi shen xia yi dian zun yan.
wo hai fang bu xia.
gei wo shi jian.
yuan liang wo.
wo hui gai guo.
zai gei wo duo yi ci ji hui hao ma?
zhe ci,
wo hui zuo de gen hao.


(everythg,
is all my fault.
its my nonsensical uttering of rubbish.
i said thgs dat i shldnt say at all.
will you still love me?
will you still want me back?
i will give up my everythg for you.
its just dat lil bit of pride dat i cldnt put down.
gimme time.
forgive me.
i will change.
gimme one more chance.
this time,
i'll make it good.)


//hiya. i love you please.

i dont understand sometimes.
my feelings dont seem to matter anymore.

it may be insignificant to you.
but you have no idea how much it affects me.

but no matter what,
at d end of d day.
i am still wrong.
i dont know what i am doing anymore.
spending all my time just to do sth sweet for you,
and in d end all i get is that.

its totally fine you know.
you can go talk to whoever you want to.
i aint in any position to question.
dats it.
bye.

yes!
went out with baby today.
hehe.
you dont know how much this means to us man..
i'm so glad everythg worked out just fine.
hehe.

and i swear her dogs are so god damn farking cute and paranoid.
lol.
naughty too.
so now i know why is baby alwaes reacting d way she does.
she's just being abit of "khloe".
hahahhaha!

and yes,
i'm missing her oreadi.
wonder when's d next date.
how i look forward.
sighs.

anyway!
i just cant get my mind off her.
been missing d way she liked to cling her arms ard mine.
and d way we teased each other playfully.
hehe.
memories.

and baby,
dere're more to come.
more memories to create.
more days to share.

no matter what happens,
no doubt,
i'll love you all d same.
*huggs.
*muahs.

//since the day i met you.... [[1514``

me and my girlfriend.

i miss d girlfriend.
love.
=))

//true enough. you-* rawk my world.

no tagboard till i find a template dat can accomdate one.
hehe.
and i miss my baby.
dats all.

//this undeniable love-*

your love sets me free-*

did i ever tell you dat,
your love meant more then a million thgs to me?

and everytime you smile,
it perks me up more then 1000000cups of coffee.

i just simply cant find d words to say,
d words to express how much i love you.
and how much your love means to me.

yes.
i am afraid of losing you.
even d thought of it scares my wits out.

if i could,
i would give you my life.
if dats what it tks to keep you by myside.
i will do just dat.
and yes i do,
i do cherish you with all of my life.

i do remember all d promises dat i've made.
and trust me dat i'll hold on to them till d day i breathe my last breath.

nthg spells d word dat represents how much i love you.
and i dont know how to express it too.
i apologise.
for not being able to convey my feelings to you completely.
simply cos i aint a conveyer.
but i will try my best
to be a lover,
a listener,
and
someone,
who caters to all your needs.
be it mentally, emotionally or physically.
i promise,
i will be there.

d love of my life, dats what you are to me**

[[if love doesnt say it all, then why am i feeling dis inside

till d end of time.

i just needed that lil assurance from you baby.
that would be sufficient to keep me going on.

wont you?
wont you just calm this insecurity?
its eating me from d inside.
and i swear its so tearing me apart.

i dont know how.
to make thgs right again.
to make things,
just perfect for d both of us.

no.
i wldnt wanna be just friends.
dat's not wad i wanted.
and dats not why God brought us tgt for.

pls.
wont you just have a lil more faith & confidence in us?
i've alwaes believed.
and i alwaes will.

thgs are really unstable right now.
and every single minute,
i'm just scared.

you've been rather busy with work nowadays.
work work and more work.
i aint complaining.
just wishing you could spend more time with me.
simply cos i miss you.

i miss d times we laced our fingers tgt and walk the whole bugis.
d way we gossipped and chit-chatted like frens for long.
d way we would go window-shopping and how we discussed what to buy and what to not.
and d times we hogged d seats at MosBurg,
pigging out like nobody's biz.
i miss d times.
i really truly do.

but i do believe,
dat thgs are gonna get betta soon.
yes,
soon.
when u stop ur working-spree,
and i'll spend time with you everyday aft sch.
dis IS a promise.
and i'll keep it.

//and i'll hold on to you for dear life, for dere isnt me without you-*

One More Try.

Could be your eyes,
Could be your smile,
Could be the way you freed my mind
Your precious touch caressed my soul,
You gave me everything i need,
And now i'm lost,
Lost forever,

Lost forever,
And you said this is going nowhere, girl
And you said i turned my back on,
You said i'm not the only one for you

Chorus
Please give it one more try for the sake of our love
Let's give it one more chance cause i can't give you up
I can't live one more day without you in my arms
I could never find another like you


Could be the lies,
Could be my pride
Could be the days and nights so wild
Could be the times i wasn't there
And all the nights we didn't share
And now you're lost,
Lost forever

Lost forever
And you said this is going nowhere, girl
And you said i turned my back on
You said i'm not the only one for you

Repeat chorus

I can't sleep, i can't live without you by my side
So cold, so lost without you as my guide
You made me realise i'm nothing,
Nothing without you

Please give it one more try for the sake of our love
Let's give it one more chance cause i can't give you up
I can't live one more day without you in my arms
I could never find another like you

//one more try. baby, just one more.

i'll be strong. till d day of your return.

i cant believe dat it just ended.
more than a year of yearning.
more than a year of hardwork.
more than a month of status.
and all d efforts i've put in.

i wont pity myself.
i'm glad dat i had you.
i worked hard,
and i deserved everythg.

right now,
nthg seems to make sense anymore.
nthg.

why am i breathing?
when d reason i breathe has left.

why am i carrying on with life?
when d reason i live is to see more of you each time,
and now, you're gone.

and everythg i do,
dere's a reason behind.
and d reason is you.

never did i thot,
dat losing someone so dear wld be so painful.
so pain dat it kills every cell in you.
and it actually tears u apart into a million pieces.

no one understands,
cos no one will feel whatever i went thru.

i really worked hard for her.
i really did.
and being with her means so much to me.

yes. i agree with huiwen.
i believe in true love.
and true love to me,
is her.

did you ever feel,
dat you cld live with dis person for d rest of ur life,
and dat u're so sure dat you can love her for dat long?

yes.
i felt dat way.
and she is dat person.
dat special one.

if i hadnt say,
she meant the world to me.
she is d one dat made breathing meaningful.
she is d one i want to spend d rest of my life with.
she, is d one.

and noe wad?
i'm prouda myself.
i looked into d mirror,
i saw tearful eyes.
i saw someone whos crying so painfully for her loved-one.
i'm glad.
that i have someone to love.
and loving someone dis much,
has made me grown.

i've so much to say to her.
i've so much thgs i want to let her know.
i've made her my world.
now my world has collapse,
but my faith still holds strong.
my faith in me and her.

its hard you noe.
its hard convincing myself dat i dont love her
and dat i can do without her.
i cant.
and i dont wanna deceive myself.

never did i thot i wld love someone so much.
and now i noe i do,
i wldnt wanna stop.

God made me for you.
and i promise,
for each day i live,
i'll live it for you.

jealousy kills.
now i noe.
i'm sorry baby.
if you wld ever give me one chance,
i wld make thgs right all over again.
like how i alwaes do.
and for d rest of my life.
i'll alwaes love you.

i know nthg i say now helps.
i've made u given up hope on us.
but i will never baby.
i will never give up.

its true.
i will wait here for you.
till d end of time.
until d day u're sure,
dat you want to spend ur life with me too.


//i live for you. i die for you.

girl, i'm loving the thangs dat you do.

you made me irrational.
your love drives me mad.
but nevertheless,
i can never live without you.

we came a long way.

you came a long way to love me so much.

and i came a long way,
to make you my world,
my everythg.

i believe nthgs gonna tear us apart.
not d 2yrs difference in our age.
not d many times i displayed ma childishness.
not d times you didnt wanna listen to me.
not d times we hurled abuses and curses at each other.

and i love you.
baby with all of my life, heart and soul.

you're my world, my everythg. i mean it.

because i love you-*

and it happens again.
yes.
i will compromise.
no more play-out plans for me.

yes.
i will compromise.
dere aint me or you.
its just us.

yes.
i still will compromise.
i will give in.
cos at d end of d day.
you're d one dat matters d most.

everythg, because i love you-*

when d stars are shining brightly in d velvet sky.

errr...
did i say i was going to do my hmwk in d previous entry?
oh wells,
tk it as i've done it den.
cos iam too lazy to do.
*grins.

i only did 5 outta 10 questions.
i hope its sufficient.
and maths.
argh.
i cant do it la.
iam sick rmb?
i shall excuse myself.
hehe.

//you're my great one-*

an injured ankle, with fever and throbbing headache plus a tummyache.

ok.
dats it.
I'm quitting school.
and PE sucks.
totally.
to d core please.

never seen sucha bitchified PE bitch in ma wholeeeee life.
a r g h.
i swear i will jam 10 bigmacs up her ass and wham her face into the red-hot charcoal.
heh!

i just cant stand PE la ok.
i don't care man.
i die die also skipping PE this Fri.
NO way am i having PE anymore.
i wish mummie can write a i-don't-need-to-take-PE-lessons-for-life letter for me.
=((

urgh.
PE has never sucked this much.
all thanks to that bitchified bitch that suckk totally as a bitch.
behh.

anyway,
once i get clear bout the NUS admission stuff,
I'm going to retake my O's and get into a poly.
*sulks

ok.
its 37.7 degrees now.
just now it shot up to 37.9
oh my tian ahh.
*feels forehead.
I'm going to die soon i guess..

bud before i die,
i still have tonnes of hmwork to complete.
else,
she's gonna give me a huge trashing down.
*frowns.
so i guess i betta get ma ass off d chair and start doing my homework.
wheeeeeeeeeee~
i'm sick.
hehe.

//you have d perfect criteria to gain admission into my heart.

if you're d clouds, then i will be your sky.

no words can amount to show you how much i love you.
all i could and will do,
is to prove it to you.

your pressence made me feel utmost special.
and i thank God for d existence of you.

no matter what we will go undergo,
i'm sure we would make it thru.
and no matter what happens,
baby you know,
that i'll love you all d same.

i wish we could make it pass eternity.
cas when i'm with you,
even forever seems short..
far too short..

//and if you are a drop of water, then i'll be your ocean.

Ni Shi Wo De NÜ Ren-*

heh.
had a pretty much tired day todae.
was worn out.
and i'm quite tired now.
took a few neos with baby and d darlings.
and i simply love em!

hehe.
baby,
nthg's more impt den you to me.
dont wish to see u down with sore throats.
go light with d chocs ok?
i trust you to know ur own limits la huh.
=))

alryts.
gotta go slp now.
bud will msg her first.
geeee..

//you are d sweeeeetest thg alive-*

14+15

i'm so glad dat everythg's fine now.
and i cant be happier den dis.

surviving dis ordeal made me realise ur imptance.
i know dis aint too late.
and i wont wait till i've lost you to start cherishing you.
i've oreadi started.

i love you for d way you made us strong.
and yet i hate you for d way you break us down.
bud all dis cant compare to d way we loved each other.
its d love,
dat made everythg all fine and alryt everytime somethg goes wrong.

now iam sure,
so sure dat i cldnt live without you.
not even a day..
i swear it kills.

i aint going to be casperII.
i aint going to end up like her.
i'm just kayson.
purely kayson.
d one who's going to walk d walks of life with you.
d one who's going to hold your hand at d end of d aisle and say "i do".
i do baby. i reali do. i want to marry you.

//i do. do you?

Truly Madly Deeply - Savage Garden

I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living. A deeper meaning. Yeah..

(CHORUS)

I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea.
I wanna lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...

(VERSE 2)

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of..
The highest powers. In lonely hours. The tears devour you..

(CHORUS)
I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea.
I wanna lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...

(BRIDGE)

Oh can you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes 'cause it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...

I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love, be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do...

(CHORUS)

I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea.
I wanna lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...

(CHORUS)

I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea.
I wanna live like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...

do' yeah do' yeah

[repeat until fade]


//nuts about you-*

Your lies accumulates, and it prolly fills up d sea.

speechless with your actions.
disappointed with your words.
disgusted with your lies.
irritated with your excuses.
i feel like smashing your face into a red-hot frying pan.

worst of d worsts.
now i'm starting to appreciate xw.

farking (insert a very very super bombastic vulgar here.)
go get a life.

farke all your lies.
dey dont mean a thing to me.

crap rubbish trash.
hah.
i hope you will become (single word for "cannot-talk/speak").
den d world's lie-amount would be halfed.

or maybe you shud choppp off your fingers as well.
clean and clear.
and i assume u cant type with feet.
*smirks.

and how do you define a b*tch? SHE is d perfect example.

baby,
glad to be able to spend some time with you.

just wanna say,
iloveyou.
i'm sure action speaks louder den words.

//nuts about you-*

trying to find my way thru all d blogs and lovey dovey entries.
apparently her life is complicated.
at least,
dats how i feel.

i tried hard.
to make sense outta everythg.
bud i just cant.

if you ever realise..
d thgs pple talk and bitch about her are all d same.

wad iam trying to sae is,
if it aint true,
why do i keep hearing it?

hey.
if you noe who you are,
den please.
reflect your actions.

i know you are who you are.
and its either i like it or i dont.
bud. bud. bud.
like i've said many times before,
ur attitude aint gonna bring you nowhr.
think bout wad i've said.
and i hope to see a betta "you" next time.

quarrelled again today..
like.. wth?
i mean...
i see us quarrelling over d smallest thgs.

i admit,
i was abit harsh on you.
bud i hope you know i dont mean it.

i miss you..
like how d desert miss d rain.

candice.
har.
no matter who u are.
no matter who u like now.
i dont farking give a damn.
iam not like stacey.
she dont name names.
bud i do.
so everythg above and below are directed to candice only.

hey wadever-shitheart,
get d hell outta our lives.
whether are u posting a threat or not,
i just dont like ur attitude.
leave my girl alone.
*snarls.

* * *

i need a break from all dis crap dat is going on all around me.
i need you to be there for me baby.
you are wad kept me going on.
i noe i cant do without you.
and i dont wanna lose you.
not now, not ever.

you know how much i actually love you.
bud i'm afraid dat i will become casperII some day..
maybe another 3yrs down d road.
which is wad i dont want to see.
i love you.
and dats for eternity...

//you* don't know what you* mean to me.

i realise..
dat actually i have high expectations for myself,
and for you as well.

i expected you to do d thgs i do for you.
like for example,
i dont miss xiuwen.
i dont miss eliza.
i dont miss jacyn.
i dont miss cheryl.
at least,
not in dat sense.
and so i expect you not to miss casp or dex as well.

i was surprised with d answer, "sometimes"
cas deep down i thot it was a "no"
oh wells,
serves me right.
who said i can assume right?

...
sometimes..
yeah.. just.
just sometimes.
how dese words pierce me thru.

or maybe i shud try and understand?

now,
i'm making up many reasons in ma brain.
reasons to cover you up.
reasons to rationalise dis "sometimes"
so dat it wldnt hurt so much.

silly eh?
yeah i know.

i know i shldnt put my thots on you.
i can be "no".
bud dat doesnt mean u are too.
yeah.
dats right.
i'm just selfish.

its normal to miss ur ex isnt it?
tell me it is.
and it aint an indication for u to go back to her.
no.
u wont.
u just miss her.
dats all...
yeah.. DATS all.
no more.. no more..

//and you've no idea dat an simple answer from you, could mean so much to me.

i'm convinced dat i'm over flings and flirts.
at least,
dats what i think.

its all about us now isnt it?
yes.
us.
no more "me"and "you".

somthg tells me dat,
dis r/s,
its going to be longgggg..
yes.. longggggg...

notice i used ... instead of . ?
*smiles.
get d idea pls.


baby,
you're d one i want to marry.
you're d one i want to spend my life with.

true,
no one can predict d future.
bud i will promise you if forevers are for real,
dat i would love you for ever.

nthg's gonna tear us apart.
i have d faith in you and me.

no one has ever made me feel d way you did.
indeed,
you are one in a million millions
and i could never love another like how i love you.

if only i could put dese feelings down in words,
i would tell you a trillion times how much i love you.

my life has changed.
you made d difference.

ever wonder what would i be without you?
let me tell you.
i would be nothing.
nothing at all.

i made you my world.
and you ARE my world.

you are d reason i breathe.
and you are d reason i want to live.

ever since i got you in my life,
i prayed everyday dat you wouldnt leave.
and i noe you wont.

my day starts with missing you.
and it ends with you on my mind.

//d day forever started, is d day you* looked into me, and i could see d love.

heh heh heh!
new template.
*chuckles.
i bet baby must be DARN jealous.
*smirks.

//and lets share eternity together.