For You*


although i understand i can do nthg,
to change the mistakes i've made.
i hope when you read this you'll realise the truth,
in what i'm about to say.


i'm not gonna try to cover it up,
like many other pple would do.
instead i'll tell that i'm honest,
when i say that all i want is you.


so many nights i laid sleepless in bed,
thinking over and over about your face.
but i just can't face up to the fact that,
in reality i lost the race.


i doubt i could live without you by my side,
you do mean the world world to me.
i can travel round the whole world,
but in your arms is where i wanna be.


too many tears have streamed down my face,
when i try to hide from you how i feel.
i would always wished that this is a dream,
until i remember... that this is real.


i wish there's someway i could prove to you,
how special you actually are.
i'm tired of keeping these feelings inside,
now they have gone too far.


never have i felt what i'm feeling right now,
you've put me into a trance.
i promise i wont make you regret,
if only you would give me half the chance.


i really dont think you fully understand,
how much i actually care for you.
i wanna give you the world,
and many things for you, i wanna do.


i wouldn't think twice about giving up my life,
just to keep you away from harm.
you're so much more perfect than i'll ever be,
your voice, your smile, your charm.


you're all that i'll ever think of,
when i hope or dream or cry.
countless times i've been thinking of you
wishing that i could die.


you dont understand how you've changed my life,
i'll never be the same.
you're more precious to me than all the money in the world,
all the glory or power or fame.


i wld gladly give you every single thing i own,
just to prove to you how much i care.
i'll never find anyone as perfect as you,
you're far beyond compare.


there's really nothing else i can do,
i guess this is the end.
but before i stop, i want to tell you,
that you're an incredible friend.


i only have one more thing to say,
and i really want you to know.
you'll always be an angel in my eyes,
no matter where you are or where you go.


but no matter what people think of you,
if you're feeling lonely and sad,
or if you cant think of any reason to live,
and life is terribly bad.


or if you feel like you cant go on
just remember that what i'm saying is true:
i don't care at all what happens, Stacey
i'll always love you.


//loving you isnt a chore, its a Passion*

cos you and i...


i wonder why..
just when thgs are getting better...
then now..
sighs..


things always got screwed up at the last min.
how i wish my day could end well.
even if its just one day.


i smiled from the bottom of my heart when i read the last 5 words
of ur lastest entry.
it nearly drove me to tears.


now i finally know,
how much this could mean to me.


if,
if only one day thgs could return to the way they were,
i would never,
never did those stuff.


and now..
i can only regret.


You were the sweeetest thg alive*

its good to realise that,
i've so much good friends ard me.
friends that really care for me,
and worry for my well-being.


thanks to this ordeal,
i got to see thru some pple,
and i've also got to know some new friends.


whatever that has happened,
i dont wanna talk bout it ever again.
yes. discreet.


and friends,
i do love you guys ok?
you guys make up my world.
=))


oh.
and i wanna specially mention some of these friends.
cos you all are more impt!
deserve some credit.
nodds*


korkor,
hehe.
i'll never be what i am without you man.
its been errr...
1, 2, 3, 5 yrs already!
but we're still running strong.
whee~
i love you la. =))


shihui,
hiya.
you stupid woman.
hehe.
i love you too pls.
if i did sth wrong,
dont hesitate to come and tell me ok?
moreover,
i DO want to become a better person.
and you're the best dasao ever!


loo eeeeee aka claudia,
hehe.
i still prefer calling u loo ee leys.
used to it alr la.
=))
hoooi,
i care alot for you one ok!
blehs.
yes la yes la.
i xiao zhang,
but i still love you!
besties always!


qiaoying,
oh man.
how could i ever finish thanking you.
thanks for everythg,
your care,
your efforts to help,
and your concern.
i really appreciate it.
nevermind what those pple say,
we'll always be best buddies!


per,
i wanna thank you too.
you wont know how much talking to you helps.
you made me see thgs from a new angle,
and i'm a much happier person now.
i'll always be there for you,
and i know you know it!


huiwen,
yes la yes la!
you are THE best ok!
ur critisism always help what.
tsk.
love you anyway!
=P


cheryl,
oooh.
new friend found.
i cherish you,
you cherish me.
heehee.
you'll always be the one i'll go to when i'm down.
and i'll be here for you too kies!
this is what i call friends.
=))


esther,
bahh.
you shittoes!
hehe.
i can see that we will be v.good friends in the future.
best bitching partner ever pls!
lol.
love!


nique,
hiya.
BEST son also la ok!
lol.


marissa,
dont know if you'll read this.
but if you ever do,
pls DO NOT come and scold me if i spelt your name wrongly ok?
be good and listen to ur daddie.
daddie loves you.


my school mates,
oh fuck.
you guys are the most whackiest buncha idertts i ever known.
but sch will never be as fun without you guys!
loveeee!


and lastly,
i have so much i wanna say to this person,
but the words just wont come out.
but whatever it is,
i know you do care. (thou you always never show)
and i do care for you too.
yes. truly from the bottom of my heart.
stacey,
i love you lah!
*chuckles


//she was the sweetest thing alive*

i just dont understand,
why pple like to assume that i'm talking bout them?


haha.
esther oh esther.
aint it farnie?
our inside joke was misunderstood by someone.
and that someone wanna make a mountain outta a molehill.


oh wells,
but no matter what,
i still think that bungs have no balls you know esther.
(maybe that one is a special case.)
but you really need to improve ur science or you'll fail it again during ur O's.
serious.


ahh yess.
and say whatever you want.
i'm a coward.
i'm this. i'm that.
and so?
at least i'm not being childish like you pple.
i dont blow up small matters,
and threaten to whack here whack there.


hiya.
i dont wanna say anymore alr.
if not later pple will accuse and say that i'm critisizing her.
bahhh.


pleasure out of inflicting pain on to pple. how SICK you guys can be.

oh yes.
and i miss the friend.


had a enlightening lesson from our dearest son today.
i'm sure it works son.
have faith in daddie.
=DDD


i know what i shld do,
and what i shldnt.


friend,
just another chance to be your friend.
not hard isnt it?
i'll cherish every moment.
i'll make thgs work out.
i'll be here for you.
i'll be everything you need,
and everythg you want me to be.
simply becos,
* **** ***


//the friend loves her friend

bungs have no balls. you suck at science.


bahhh..
some pple just have big head but no brains.
i wonder why.
they just cant mind their own business eh?
prolly they have too much space in their heads.
ha.

oh.
one more day to the hols,
and 3 more days to my GP paper.
its dumb.
they just have to put the GP right before the hols.
what a wetblanket.
but who says imma study?
har.

i slacked again today.

1)skipped training.
2)didnt hand in 3 of my assgments.
3)didnt do today's hmwork.
4)think of her during lessons.
5)played with qiaoying. :D
6)bitched with nique and esterrr

ok.
thats more then enuff for me to get a scolding from her.
*grins

and yes.
decided to wait.
and wait..
and wait......
and wait.......
and wait.........
for that qiaoy to finish with OUR drawing.
tsk!

ok.
shall go disturb her.
wheeeee~

//you aint alone.

its only a sun-shower.


wahooooo~
oh my oh my.
guess what i did this morning?
lol.
*winks at korkor


fwah.
i swear i aint going to do this again.
cept one more time at stacey's condo.


hahahaha.
lets see.


my loot:


1)black & red nike shox
2)blue strips addidas
3)white And 1
4)Nike Air
5)Converse BasketBall


ok now you guys guess what have i done.
*chuckles


oh.
another exciting escapade with my FRIEND over there.
haha.
this is so amusing.
you guys should have seen how pale she was.
she was scared outta her wits.
like totally.
=x
but no worries FRIEND,
i wont disclose your name.
*points and laffs


the hols are coming.
like 3 more days?
hmmms.
i still remember the deal YOU know?
the deal bout fetching you from school everyday.
i wonder if it still stands..


uhhh.
read her blog.
noticed the exclusion of my name over entries and entries.
ok ok ok.
i'm just a friend i know.


guess she has gotten over me.
no longer so into me.
and i should move on with life as well.


yes.
a new chapter of life for her.
which implies the closing of my chapter in her life.


i wonder if i ever could open another one again.
but this time,
i'm sure it would be the last,
and the most colourful one.


alrights alrights.
i wont say anymore.
nothing will turn out the way i want it to.
so i should just shut up.


*boinks out


//taking away the footprints i left behind

Breathe Easy - Blue


Cruel to the eye
I see the way he makes you smile
Cruel to the eye
Watching him hold what used to be mine


Why did I lie?
What did I walk away to find
Ooohhh - why.....oooh - why....


Chorus
I can't breathe easy
Can't sleep at night
Till you're by my side
No I can't breathe easy
I can't dream yet another dream
Without you lying next to me
There's no air


Curse me inside
For every word that caused you to cry
Curse me inside


I won't forget, no i won't baby,
I don't know why (don't know why)
I left the one I was looking to find


Ooh - why....ooooh, why - whyyy....


Why


Chorus x 1


No I can't breathe easy
I can't dream yet another dream
Without you lying next to me
There's no air


Out of my mind
Nothing makes sense anymore
I want you back in my life


That«s all I'm breathing for


Ooooooohhhhh - tell me why


Oh won't you tell me why


I can't dream yet another dream
Without you lying next to me
There's no air


No, no, no


Chorus x 1


There's no air....

oh.
and did i say this is MY blog?


and when i say its MY blog,
i mean i CAN blog anything i want to.


like it,
then read it.
if not,
just get lost.


short and sweet.

oh ok.
now i'm really pissed off big time.


YOU so did something that YOU shouldnt.
now YOU got me mad.
i'll make YOU sorry for everything.


cheryl lio.
yes.
YOU are so dead.


i aint gonna do the same thg to you.
the same thg dat YOU did to me.
but imma return YOU 10times.
trust me.
i swear you're going to be so sorry for doing that.




hmms.
other than that,
one more thg to settle.


apology right?
ok.
sorry.
done.

haha.
hilarious.
look at those pple.
thinking that they know everything.

look cheryl.
so what if iam childish?
aint you worst?
maligning me without concrete proof?
oh please.

i aint the only one with ur password.
and for godsake.
what made you think that i would even bother to do things to ur blog?
you saw too highly of urself.

if i had the time,
i rather go settle my own stuff then to waste my time on YOU and YOUR BLOG.

and please get this in your head.
we had nothing to do to each other,
so pls get the hell outta my life and dont pull me into any of ur imbecile accusations.

if you think u are so GREAT,
then i'm sorry to tell you that u aint.

and like what i said,
we have nthg to do to each other.
so get lost with ur comments.

look,
i farking dont have to answer to YOU PEOPLE what i do and what i say.
why should i care when YOU dont?

and please go reflect bout ur actions before you come and blame me for the thgs i do.

if you guys dont like what i say or what i do,
then pls.
get lost.
i have other friends.
i dont need you all around.

stop acting like YOU know everything
cos you simply DONT.

but everything means nothing when i aint got you.


i read thru your past entries.
as in, really really past.
the times you were with casp, then dex,
then casp, then you know...
all that..


and i read thru mine too...
found myself really silly in the past.
now i finally knew why you were in love with me.


yes.
i've changed.
no doubts bout that.


but does it really matter?
sometimes people do change without even knowing themselves.
i guess i'm just one of them.


things in the past are really much better,
compared to the situation now.


i pondered hard everyday.
the reason why have i became this.
this me that you hate.


i guess i found the reason.


i knew exactly what to do baby.
believe me.
i really know.
but sometimes,
i just cldnt carry it out despite umpteen reminders i gave myself.


i'm sorry.
yes. i really am.


i just ought to sew up my mouth,
then you wldnt get so mad at me.


love,
isnt all about who's sacrificing more isnt it?
i'll be the giver.
i wanna give you all the things that you never had.


deep down,
i knew you haven't gave up.
yet every quarrel takes away a lil of your hope and faith in me.
am i not right?


like what i always say,
i will earn back the hope and faith.
just like how i once did.


things are clearer to me now.
i know what i want.
you're just confused.
but i'm confident,
that in the near future,
you wld realise that i'm what you want.
and i'm all you'll ever need.
this aint being complacent.
this is just purely having the faith in us.


despite all obstacles,
we can..
and we will go thru them together.


i will slowly inject the faith and hope into you.
=))


cos i just love you.
thats it.


//15+14]]

instead of me...


now its bout me changing isnt it?
now its all my problem isnt it?
now it isnt any of your respondsibilty anymore isnt it?


why..
why are humans so short-sighted?
i dont ask for perfection.
all i'm asking for,
is for you* to see me as who i am.
to love me for what i am.


yes.
assuming is my major short-coming.
but even if i were to change,
dont you think i deserve some time?


stop acting asif you're the only one who is tired.
stop saying you do care alot when sometimes you cant even be bothered with me.


yes yes.
you're right.
absolutely right.
things aint working out anymore.
nothing is.
so why should you still try?
why even give a damn bout me?


give it up.
and i'll learn to let go too.


i dont wanna waste your time.
you know me well.
i dont change in sucha short period of time.


if till now you still think that we are better off as friends,
then so be it.
cant be bothered to change the way you think either.
cos you simply, stubbornly, refuse to listen.


like what i always tell you,
its hard doing everything alone.
battling alone.


ok
i'll give you two paths now.


1)give me time and wait for me to become what you* want me to be.


2)give it all up and find a better one.


thats it.
short and sweet uh.


//nights when i tossed and turned.

sometimes the things you do just puts me off.
i ran outta words to say.
i ran outta patience to withstand.
i ran outta strength to carry on.

its all over.
despite how hard i once held on.
i had to let you go.
reluctantly.

sad to say,
thgs didnt work out the way i want it to be.
another tearful night.

i had to end thgs.
thgs that i cldnt live on with.

i'll now live with the memories.
at least,
thats what i have left.
cos everythg else has been given away.
to her.
and i dont wanna take them back.

i do cry.
when i think bout the wonderful memories we once had.

the times...
we wld sneakily raid Cold Storage.

the way i held your hand and walk the streets of Clarke Quay.

the way you wld hit me when u lost daytona.

the way we do the thgs we do...

its all over isnt it?

and as i type,
tears just cant stop flowing.
as if it has a mind of its own.
as if it knows i lost someone i loved dearly.

she's not coming back to me anymore.
everythg has come to an end.

i grief.
i mourn.
but nthg i do now is going to salvage this love.

no one understands the pain.
i tried explaining.
but they just wont understand.

nthg's going to work.
i just cant stand the thought of her being with someone else.
someone who isnt me.

i cldnt stand the thought of her tugging someone else's sleeve.
the thought of her calling someone else baby.
the thought of her being someone else's.

yes.
everythg hurts.

nthg has been this excruciating.
i'm dead inside.

sorrow.
agony.
all taken over me.

she will never bring smiles to me like how she did before.
she rather spend time with someone else.
i'm just plain nothing in her eyes.

//you killed me. tore me apart into 29 pieces.

to you.


ok look,
why shud i even bother to explain everything to you?
you're just going to shower me with sacarsm.
sorry.
but i wont appreciate that.
not now.
not ever.


you can choose to believe whoever you want.
you can choose to give your phone to any bung.
you can choose to let anyone bite you.
or ever touch you.
you can choose work wherever you want.
moreover,
why should you tell me?


yes.
it isnt an obligation.
it isnt commitment.
and i dont need any from you.


i'm sick and tired just like how you are.
i'm sick of you not spending time with me.
i'm sick of everything.


maybe we should just give each other a break.
nthg's working out.


i dont have a choice.
i ran outta tears to cry.


we both each have our own sides of stories to tell.
i'm willing to hear yours.
but are you?


i'm tired.
i dont wanna keep asking you "whats wrong? whats wrong?"
and all i get is "forget it"
pls.
major turn off.


and yes.
farking stop hanging up the phone on me.
i hate it like nthg else.


if you want thgs to work out,
the first thg you shud start with,
is to stop hanging up on me.


it may be due to other reason to you.
but i dont give a damn.
i dont like it.
and thats it.
if you choose to do it over and over again,
then i'll take it as you do not respect me.
and if thats the case,
then why shud you be treated with respect?


another thg,
pls stop thinking that you're always in the right and i'm in the wrong.
i may be wrong most of the time.
i wont deny.
but that doesnt mean you can climb onto my head.
i had enuff.
and i will tolerate no more.


you made me this way.
you made me unable to shower you with love.
i did.
and i over done it.
now i've to bear the consequences.


i can no longer fore-see our future.
what was clear was now the opposite.


and yes.
you're what you're.
and if i love you,
i shud love you for who you're too.
true.
but i seriously dont know how to love the always-hanging-up-on-me you.
and the forget-it-la-huh you.


baby,
we are a couple.
personally i think we shldnt keep anything from each other.
i'm honest to you about what i did and how i felt.
and i expect the same from you.


if you think you cant acheive that,
then i'm afraid we are really going nowhere.


i suggest the both of us shud sit down and talk thgs out.
either by meeting or over the fone,
thats if you dont walk away or hang up on me again.
you dont know how sucky it really feels til you taste it.
and i dont want to do it to you.
cos i know the hurts to the deepest region.


like what i always say,
at the end of the day.
i still hope thgs work out.
and i'll still love you as much.


come what may,
nthg changes this love from me to you.


//now its time you invest in me.

ahhh..
nice effort over there by cheryl lio shu yi.
i cant deny but applaud for your despicability.
i guess its born inside you?
cos it always come out so naturally
and i'm totally surprised that you dont feel the tiniest bit of regret.
to me, nique, daren, or whoever.

look,
if you think i'm a hyprocrite,
thats becos i'm feeding you your own medicine.
but the hyprocrasy you displayed was so much more superior then what i could ever achieve.
that, i admit defeat.

i dont know if my girl is going to succumb to your influence.
but i'm sure that others who know me well wldnt.

oh.
and poor j*ren.
poor that she has yet to see thru the disguise you put on.
poor that she has yet to discover the grotesque truth hidden beneath.

but one day she will.
too bad, she will just have to learn by the hard way.

ahh..
just the thought of .... .... ....
yucks.
revolting.

hah.
shant say more.
the truth will speak for itself.

Wanna dedicate the lyrics to you again.
yes. its familiar.
but i changed some of the phrases.
i want you to read carefully.
cause every single line sends a lil of my love to you.
and each and every word adds up to convey one short msg to you.
"kayson love stacey."




From the day that I saw you
I knew that we would pursue
Cause the chemistry
we felt that day
Felt so real, and so true
Looking back on 2months
we spent together
How it's been, what
we went through
Although we've had our
little ups and downs
We still pulled through.


Baby girl you're my
world, my everything
I wanna lace you with
diamonds and every ring.
Give you everything you
dream and fantasize
Cause you can tell me
that you love me
Looking in my eyes.
You keep it real with me,
I keep it real with you.
You keep on loving me,
I'll keep on loving you.
Keep doing what you do,
I feel your whole aura
And I can't wait to hook up
again tomorrow baby.
What


Chorus


My love for you will never end
You'll always be a part of me
As long as time keeps
on passing by
You'll always be my baby girl.


Everytime I look at you,
I can't believe
I've found a love so true (and)
I took my time to put
my trust in you
I must admit it was so hard to do
And every minute that I
spend with you
You make me believe I
have nothing to lose and
Deep down I always knew
that you would be mine


Do you believe in destiny?
Because I got a funny feeling
this was meant to be.
Without you I'd be lost,
I need you next to me.
Preferably in the house full
of luxuries and little yore-ees
From day one I was sprung,
knew you was gonna be one
Cause my heart spoke for the
very first time in a long while
And every time you smile,
I can see us walking up the aisle with you
carrying our yore-ee.
C'mon


Chorus


My love for you will never end
You'll always be a part of me
As long as time keeps
on passing by
You'll always be my baby boy


If you were to go, I don't know
You're the only one who
sweeps me off my feet
Makes my soul go weak
The only one who makes
my heart wanna beat and I,
I could never live without you
You know that what I feel
has to be true
Cause you're my, my sweet love


Ever since the first time,
that I looked into your eyes
I knew that you was
gonna be mine
Feeling you from the inside,
when you're not by my side
You're the only girl
that's on my mind
I never knew a love like
this, a love so strong
A vision so picture perfect
it could never be wrong
Along the way, you're gonna
see you belong with Kay
I'm gonna marry you
one day.
baby hey..


//till the end of time.. me and you.

no doubt bout this undeniable love.
just stubborn.
refusing to budge.


how long is this going to last?
i hope not long.


we should be more open bout our feelings.
we should have heart-to-heart talks more often.


i really wanna work this out.
i knew i made you speechless when i say
"yes. you're my life."
true.
you are.


stop asking me to find a better one.
how am i suppose to,
when i've already found the best.


i aint good in words baby.
how should i go about telling you how sorry i am,
and how much i dont wanna let u go.


yes.
i was mean when i published that entry.
i was just mad.
i apologise..


still,
nothing means more than you in this whole wide world.


you,
will always be the one i love.
i wont leave you.
i wont.

five more days..


i miss the girlfriend.
will always start to miss her when the turns around and walk home.
this love has taken alot from me.
but i wont stop giving.

been waiting for your reply since 5pm.
its 9.06 now.

looking at my hp from time to time.
hoping for a blinking white light that indicates an incoming msg.

but every glance sends disppointment.

"she's busy with work."
i tried to reason out.

oh wells,
anyway.
i'm having my birthday parrrtyyyy at monks this fri.
all are invited okies?
for more details pls call or msg me.

just hope we can spend this special day tgt.
else,
who cares.

and shit.
haven do my essay.
better go do it now.
=))

//this love, from 15 to 14.

ok.
i didnt mean it.
everything just didnt turn out right.
i apologise.

true.
i didnt spare a thought for your feelings.
but i guess both parties are responsible.

this isnt the time to say who's fault isit.
whatever it is.
you know i still love you.

and i just wanna say again,
i've nthg to do with you-know-who.

kayson tay loves stacey seet sha lin.
period.

//iloveyou-*

woooo.
did the some love test.
lol.
some were quite true thou.
worth a try. =))


1. You are attracted to those who have split personality, like cold
as ice on the outside, but hot as fire in the heart.


2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is straight-forward, just tell you he/she
loves you.


3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is optimistic.


4. You don't like it when your partner is emotional and/or too
moody; and you don't know how to please him/her.


5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is that both of you can talk about everything and
anything, no secret is kept.


6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.


7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.


8. At this moment, you don't have the thirst for love, you can't do
anything for it, you won't fall for it easily.


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and yes.
baby you're the pweeeeeetiest!
hehe.

I will wait for you, under the starry sky
My thoughts turn to you and I smile
You are my comfort, my support,
The one I hold fondly in my heart


When I feel a soft breeze
It is you caressing my body
When the sun shines down on me
You are holding me safe in your arms


We are so many miles a part
Yet you are so close to me
The ocean in between means nothing
It's not deep enough to stop love


Rain drops fall, like kisses from you lips
Quenching out what I have missed
I can hear your soothing voice
Lulling me into peace


The stars and full moon are out tonight
Filling the dark sky with light
Just like your love has filled my life
As I wait for you under the starry sky


I love you

i trust you.
i love you.
i will change for you.

everything's gonna be fine.
we'll see the rainbows soon.

//this undeniable love, i have, for you

the pain eats me up from the inside......


i've said what i wanna say.
i've totally let known my feelings to you.
i hope thgs arent bad as it seems.


i've so much doubts inside me.
wont someone come and take them away?


you mean so much.
that everytime tears just well-up when i think bout us.
you can go round asking anyone.
they will tell you how much you mean to me.


i'm doing my part in salvaging this relationship.
i'm trying all that i could.


i could still feel your arms around me.
everythg just fall right into place when you do that.


every single thing you do makes me realise somethg.
just like,
when you hug me,
it makes realise how much i need you and that i cldnt breathe without you.


we'll make thgs right again wont we?
we'll make up wont we?
yes. we will.


i see my future in you.
you're all that i need.


//its been a long and winding journey, and i've found myself in you.

my heart beats for you.


the girlfriend doesnt blog for the girlfriend's girlfriend anymore.
oh wells.
i will still.


its d 1st today.
special and meaningful.
true,
i aint spending it with her.
but nevertheless.
i still wanna wish her happy 2nd monthsary.
and pssst,
baby you mean the world to me.


oh.
i'm sneezing like fuck since morning.
shall go take medicine since she ask me to.
how sweet.
i miss her.


i miss her doing the things she do.
the way she jumps histerically.
the way she tugs my sleeve down.
the way she drags me into shops.
the way she does everything.


i accepts the way she is.
even if she wasnt like before.
i just need time to adapt.


and yes.
i washed my hair with green-tea shampoo just now.
now it smells grassy.
wonder will it turn my hair into a head of grass.
=x


i'm wanna go back to myself.
the old, cheerful and full-of-lubbish me.


to you,
if you have stopped loving me,
i will make you fall for me again.
by simply being myself.
cos i believed that,
we are destined to be together.
lets share eternity.


//and the reason is You-*

i love the girlfriend still.


its 1st tmr.
everythg's gonna work out just fine.


baby,
dere're endless thgs i want to say to you.
please dont walk out on me just like that anymore.
iLu-*


//we've came a long way. and i wont wanna stop walking with you-*