peelfresh grape & aloe vera AND pink lady :D

aiport excursion wit baby. didnt manage to catch any planes thou, viewing gallery closed. ):

we both embarked on the journey in search for climax, thou i was the only one eager bout it.
heh =D

prayglound was fun, cept the constant shuffles of slippers and kids' yelling.

and i know i'll be safe in your arms.

results for O's out tomorrow.
all d best k b ((:

i'll loving you alway =D

so gay.

finally caught ovaltine wit b tday (:

only you.

The Captain's Ball Carnival was a blast in school today. Managed to clinch the 3rd position with d help of my wonderful no-frillers. The netball management was in a mess thou. Oh wells. (: The reward was a hamper comprising candies, chocos and chips. Some cheap stuff, not even a trophy. But it was d pride involved wasn't it? Just like what Pam said.

You didn't sound good over the phone today. And so were you over the past few days. Was there something you are concerned about and that I should know? I just, want you to be okay. And I find myself spending too little time wit you. I'm sorry b, but I swear you were the only one in my thoughts.

If only you were here right now, I would do a thousand things to see that smile of yours.

All that I need.

It's a vow (:

Didn't know it could feel so satisfying just sitting on a beanbag watching you walk around serving customers.

And as you walk, I can see a label above yer head saying kayson's :D

So fun.

Affinity?
I seemed to be waiting for you since very long ago.
But it's okay, yer here now. (:
And whatever's gonna be placed between us,
Not gonna, let you go now.

With you lying on my chest,
I'll say things only for your ears.
Your love and beauty are things that I wanna hide,
And I hope, I'll be the only one who will have them in possession.

i can make believe i have everything.
but i can't pretend that i dont see
that without you girl,
my life is incomplete

Constantly updating myself off your blog assures me that you are doing fine. Though sometimes it definitely feels dumb to be this concern about your well-being, I guess I'm just unconsciously doing my part as a friend. It has been ages since we last texted, and I don't think I have the intention to. Your words no longer pierce me through the heart, and I know they are unintentional and heartfelt. Yeah, even till now, your face still haunts me. It has been the reason why I often dare not do certain stuff, but I won't deny it has been a motivating force sometimes. I'm desperate to get over this agonizing phase. I hope you'll just go away.

the highway of agony

words prolly wont even describe how important you are to me now.
just the mere thought of losing you intimidates me.
i like the way you seem to be more flawless everytime i look at you.
no, it aint about diesel shorts, i know there must something more.

you've made things so easy for me.
i just fall deeper, and deeper for you.

after that major failure in the previous relationship,
i thought i would never go this far for anyone else anymore.
but no, apparently i was proven wrong.

and all i wanna do now,
is simply to walk down this path,
with your hand in mine.

i hope,
this is nothing too much to ask for.

now that you're here, please dont ever leave.

satisfaction

i'm done with that 500word essay and i'm on my way to do my Chinese blah blah article blah blah thing now.

ooh yay, got myself a personal file for d first time in my life.
proudies. =D

the 26th ((:

it's d girl's birthday today.
and she just had to tell me that i'm the 26th.
ah fine.
-gnarls

CJC tmr.
-smirks
i bet i'll have a thrashing good time.
maha :D

thought about tonnes of things today. reluctantly realised how hard life sometimes can get. there will always be things that are out of our control, things that wont go our way and people whose path will cross ours but end up in separate directions. guess its high time for me to learn to appreciate the people around me. no doubt, it is hard, but im trying anyway.

met maye yesterday.
realised how much she have grown.
from that lil girl i used to know,
to someone with this level of maturity right now.
but nonetheless, she'll always have my love =)

we've all grown old havent we hun?
it's been 3 years.
we came a long way =)

over the radio

fridae decides to be irritating and not let me check my heatbox.
dammit.
and i finally got that silver heart that i longed for uh, long.
:D

was out with kor, sh and b today.
totally hilarious bunch.
drank a lil
saw a couple of dearies
got back my new spoilt bag ))):

today's valentines.
took some time out to reflect and think upon the past.
my past two valentines were spent with her.
feels short, but it has been two years since we first met.
it was amazing how she scrulpted my life,
how she managed to colour and bleach it.
but nonetheless, she was a part of it, and im thankful.

this very year,
im spending it with someone special.
can't put words on it.
yes, she didnt make my heart speed like how she did,
but i wont measure her on that.
i'll just give her the best that i can offer.

thanks for making me feel special.

happy valentine's b (:

on the phone with you.
yeah, sure doesnt feel good to be left on the second line.

you seemed to care alot bout her.
thats a good thang.
well, you might just like her for all you know.
=D

cny was uh, okay.
lost 1/5 of my money on that gambling table.
curses

gahs,
so sick of that second line tone.
i'm hanging up.
bye.

wanted to blog,
but i'm too lazy.
:D

finally decided to msg you after a few persuadings from d clique.
won't deny I was truly afraid and nervous.
but you did reply afterall.
the content wasn't really encouraging but I guess it still ain't a bad start.

gonna take the initiative tomorrow morning and say hi to you.
lets just hope I wont chicken out d last minute yeh?
hurs.

let this be my first big step away from the nightmares and her.
I'm glad I'm moving on ((((:
mahas.

the match with ACJC was uh, CRAP.
they added PJ pple in without our acknowledgement.
talking bout basketball ethics huh?

almost got into a fight with a PJ bung.
hate her in her greenie skirt.
mahas.
we'll meet in the A Divs.
HA HA HA.

for you only (: