you're the reason why.

One best thing that ever happened to me?

Getting sacked :D

For those who have been wondering where have I disappeared to, I'm actually working my butt off 14hrs a day at this chee-bai-lan-jiao factory where every 5 sentences the workers say, 4 consists of vulgarities. Fun yeah? And there's this dua-neh-neh supervisor who's always against me and will go all out to sabo me. BUT IT'S FINE, I can tolerate it. I shall persevere then I can support my mama's mahjong session. Today's a very good day, a off day. I don't have to see fat ass's fat face :D

Had a talk with Eliza just yesterday, and she got me thinking about my life. How is it going, where is it heading and all sorts of questions that I’m unable to find answers to. She said I ought to get a girlfriend soon, a decent one. Sounds easy, but I know it is harder getting it done. I spent a whole night thinking, looking back at my past relationships, thinking of all the things I could have done or shouldn’t have done. But I guess humans do err and everyone has their fair share of mistakes. Instead of feeling disgraced for them, I guess I should feel grateful. I wouldn’t have been what I am today if not for them.

All this while I’ve been overlooking someone that I really shouldn’t. Someone who was there for me all along. Someone who truly cares about me and wants the best for me. I’ve let this person down. I regret for not cherishing the times that we had, for not remembering the things that I should have remembered and for a lot of things that I shouldn’t have done. I was too strong-headed. I shouldn’t have held on to something that was of the past instead of cherishing what I had then. I’m wrong, so f*cking wrong.

I hope it’s not too late now.
And if you’re reading this,

Yeah b, it’s for you.