Thou we have a lot of disagreements, and we can quarrel up to 3 times a day (like today), i know at the end of the day, we still love each other as much. Thou you always like to bring up the past, talk about girls i used to have, suspect me of talking to IJ girls, let me wear tonnes of green hats, hit my butt, bite my arm, mess my hair and irritate me at times, I STILL LOVE YOU (:

Well i shouldn't be complaining and whining here else i'd get a beating from you again.

Hur talking about domestic violence.

You set me on fire.

BOOOOOHHHH.

i love my BAY-BEHHHH (:

i can draw parrots and my cai shen ye is more sexayyy than hers.

she THINKS she can cook very well BUT she peels garlic without a knife.

i really think she has 4 legs with korkor and my green hats are forever increasing.

the hats are more than a dozen.

more than 5.

bobo is supposed to be involved with bubu. NOT OREO ):

my bubu is out of love.

i'm still craving for LJS.

i dont wanna dream of mamas eating babies.

FROWNS.

i'm really looking forward to next thursday.

i lied when i asked her to go for her class outing.

but i must action MANNN.

she likes MAN MAN bungxzxzx.

SHE THINKS I'M GAY AND NOT MANNN ENOUGH.

FROWNS AGAIN.

FROWNS.

It's 4.45 now and she should be in the midst of her soccer training. Hope she doesn't injure herself again thou, the scars on her legs really pains me. Blah. It's perturbing when I can't seem to concentrate on whatever I do. Constant urges to check whether she replied. But every time it would turn out to be a huge disappointment. Gosh this is driving me crazy. -frowns. Mahjong Solitaire is not a good time-waster; it makes me even more bored.

I miss beck y ):

I missed the opportunity
To make you babe here stay wit me.
Never thought I'd regret the excuses I've made
Like a song, it will fade.

If there's music in the night
And it's really really right
It's the only thing I need

It intoxicates your mind
All your troubles left behind
So c'mon and take my lead

It's not just me who feels it
Music plays a mind trick
So watch me forget about missing you.

Listen and don't trip

I think I need a bottle with a genie in it

Here's my wish list

First one, I would create a heart changing love

Second one, I'll take yours and fill it all up

Third one, but I don't need a lot of wishes cause I'll be okay if I get one

If I had one wish, we'd be best friends

Love would never end, it would just begin

If I had one wish, you'd be my boo

Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you

If I had one wish, we'd run away

Makin' love all day, have us a baby

If I had one wish, I'd make you my whole life

can you be my wife, make it right this time

I know that I've made a few mistakes

but never thought things would turn out this way

doesn't make sense to me now that you're gone (I see it all so clearly)

me at the door with you in a state

giving my reasons but as you look away

I can see a tear roll down your face

That's when you turned and said to me

I don't care babe who's right or wrong

I just don't love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down

what now, you're gone, my fault, I'm sorry

feeling like a fool cos I let you down

now it's too late to turn it around

I'm sorry for the tears I've made you cry

I guess this time it really is goodbye

you made it clear when you said

I just don't love you no more

Lessons learnt:


1. If your gf buys you an apple, it means you're the apple of her eye (at least that's what I think (: )

2. Ketchup + chilli sauce is NOT an exothermic (gives off heat) reaction.

3. NEVER put your hand above the mixture to test for heat. (Esp. when your gf asks you to)

4. Be smart and don't believe silly statements so your gf can't happily press your hand into ketchup + chill sauce

5. Plan before you take revenge on her

6. Revenge is always sweet (:

7. The ATM is not at JP 3rd floor anymore ):

8. She likes arcade more than catching a movie

9. Don't get too excited when you spot a photo-hunt machine not taken when the rest are all occupied

10. It means that machine is spoilt/erroneous/not nice to play

11. Cooking game is more fun than photo hunt.

12. McCafe serves nice frappe

13. Never lose your gf's stuff

14. Always finish what your gf bought for you. (Even if it's some bitter herbal tea that's very hard to swallow)

15. Never give your gf attitude. (Esp. when she's emo galz_88)

16. When your gf walks out on you, don't happily catch a cab home

17. If your gf loves you, you'll find her somewhere sitting at a bench near her place even thou she insisted that you go home.

18. If you and your gf love each other, you both will make up somehow.

19. Noisy neighbours are VERY irritating

20. You should thank irritating neighbours because they can save you from being discovered by your gf's sister.

21. I love my LMF (:

you're the reason why i'm smiling when i woke up this morning (:

Everybody knows that I was such a fool to ever let go of you
And baby I was wrong
And yeah I know I said we'd be better off alone
It was time that we moved on
I know I broke your heart, I didn't mean to break your heart


But baby here I am, banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised and I'm crawling back to you
I'm begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth and now I'm crawling back to you.


I know you aren't there and you can make me wait, but I'm not gonna wait
It's the that least I could do, just to tell you face to face
I was lying to myself, now I'm dying in this hell
Girl I know you're mad
I can't blame you for being mad

If you could see these tears I'm crying
Touch these hands that can't stop shaking
Hear my heart that's barely beating, you would see a different man...

I guess I just failed to realize that once some things go away, they won't really come back anymore.

Hurs. My life's a joke (: